Cluelesshands v.2 - Cherry Stories

MOVING OUT

2011-04-16T09:12:00.001+08:00

HEY, CHERRIES!

I'm trying to save space, so, I've transferred all my posts to my livejournal. ALL POSTS ARE KEPT ORIGINAL (except of course, for the permalink). I have too much blogs to think about, so, yeah, I'm going to "deactivate" this one.

Hope to see you in my LJ. Bye~

--Wendi Laureen / weLay / wendi 753

"I Love Keito"

2009-04-07T02:30:00.006+08:00

"... and I know You do, too."

I love that Forum Topic. ^^ even though it just started, like, 10 minutes ago. xDD

I was about to go to bed, and sleep. x__X But, then, strawberryrin updated englishprince!!! x__X Who can resist an update on an OKAMOTO KEITO COMMUNITY? Well, I surely can't. :x

He looks great in yellow, don't you think? ^__^

Not only does he look good. He's good. I mean, someone I forgot, told me that while everyone else was running away from the fans during the concert, Keito went to them and shook their hands. :3 Keito is such a sweetheart! ♥ [and sorry if I fail as a person, at least me pwns fandom xD ]

And that loved guitar...

Dear God, I could have been more useful if I were a tree... Specifically the tree used to make Keito's guitar. So, God, if you would like to turn back time, please don't forget I'd love to be that pretty black guitar, resting on Keito's body, feeling the beat from his heart, the nudge from his...

ANYWAW, I really love LOLLIPOP! and KEITO! and SEUNG RI!!! xDD
I am a happy fangirl. ^___^

*goes to bed smiling*

another lollipop

2009-04-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

First of all, I really, really, love Lollipop. It's not the kind of "love" that you show when you force yourself to like a music/group just because everybody else says it's good. I mean it. I really, really love Lollipop. :D

Which brings us to this:
The re-edited version of the Lollipop MV.
There's a lot of Dara and GD in the beginning, it made me want for more. Srsly.

I was never a big fan of Dara... no, okay, fine. I know I've ALWAYS denied that I'm a fan of her, over and over again, but... IwascrazyaboutherwhenshewashereinthePhilippines. THERE!

Kalidale Navarro (who's now in USA) and I used to watch out for her on TV. And the lucky girl already met Sandara. Gaah. ~~Curse all rich people.~~ And, I remember giving Kaye a photo album for our last Christmas together, and she filled it with Sandara pictures. xD

Even after Dara was "gone", Kaye periodically says something that reminds the both of us of Sandara. Haha, we're fangirls ever since, we didn't know... One time, she showed me a picture of someone (I'm sorry, I forgot who), and told me, "Remind you of anything? Anyone? Like Sandara Park? Haha..."

I bet Kaye already knows about Dara's fame in Korea, since she's a KPop fan, who sang Epik High's One for me when we met last July. xD Such a sweet girl~!

So, SANDARA PARK, listen...
I believe you'll make it big! Being in the FEMALE BIG BANG is the best start you can have. Make the most out of it. And when you come here in the Philippines to promote, it's okay not to bring everyone. As long as you come visit our country again, even just to say hi... But, if you couldn't, I'll still cheer you on! ^^, And I'll continue singing lolli lolli, of lollipop! until you release your debut album/single. :D But, if you do come, don't forget to bring Seung Ri with you. teehee ^^;;

Back to the MV...
I love the part where GD says, "Nah, that's not how we do it." I love his expression. So aggressive... rawr!
Park Bom is really pretty! :3 I love her hair, ~~I got inspired and I want to grow my hair long~~. No, wait, I don't want that. >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Superman is impossible, Seung Ri pops out in blue, with a cape. x__X It's all weird, but, if it's Seung Ri, and he's doing his best, then I love it. xDD

Keito-sensei?

2009-04-02T18:23:00.006+08:00

"You can do anything if you put your heart into it."
-Keito N. Okamoto

Reviewing what I've missed...

Yamada: Did it snow this year?
Okamoto: This year..?
Yamada: The one I saw was really parapara [flakey]
Okamoto: Yeah, it was parapara
Yamada: Ahh
Okamoto: Snowing parapara… it was dancing parapara [can also mean a form of dancing]
Yamada: … I can’t keep up with you! Oh crap! Oh crap! Keito, I can’t do it! It’s our first time and… it’s already like this…
Okamoto: It’s okay.

Yamada: The same. Umm, that shakiness you get when you catch one? That’s a great feeling. But I fish more of black bass or crucian carps in lakes
Okamoto: I see
Yamada: I’ve only fished once or twice in the ocean though
Okamoto: Ooh so you fish crucian carp in a black bath
Yamada: No, not wish crucian carps in a black bath. It’s black bass and..
Okamoto: You fish in a bathtub that’s black
Yamada: No
Okamoto: No
Yamada: No
Okamoto: No
Yamada: That’s not right. A type of fish called black bass and another type of fish called crucian carp. I fish them in lakes
Okamoto: Ooh

116th Radio Show (OA March 9th 2009)

Keito isn't stupid... He's just, uhm, not good in Japanese. Forgive him, his adorable! :3

Yamada: What do you do, Keito?
Okamoto: When I’m at home? Hmm… generally, after I get home, I’d open the door
Yamada: Okay..?
Okamoto: Then my dog would get mad at me and while he’s like that, I’d shut the door hard feeling all “shut up,”
Yamada: Okay..?
Okamoto: After that, I do various things,
Yamada: All in all, the question is what are you assigned to do?
Okamoto: Oh, what am I assigned?
Yamada: Yes.
Okamoto: Oh, I see. Got it, got it now. I… what do I do? I usually buy those breakfasts that you microwave for 2 minutes...

117th Radio Show (OA March 10th 2009)

On my Birthday. xD This is the cutest... ♥ [~~die, Yamada! Die!~~ Nobody calls Keito stupid! Nobody!!!]

Yamada: Your eyelash is really long though
Okamoto: Who cares if they’re long? Instead, your eyelashes are really short
Yamada: You said my eyebrows and eyelashes are connected, why are you saying they’re short?!
Okamoto: The short ones are connected
Yamada: What the heck are you saying?
Okamoto: Don’t you get it? Your eyebrows!

118th Radio Show (OA March 11th 2009)

Sorry, Keito, I don't get it, too. x__X

Okamoto: ３月９日… it’s great. Remiroro… *sigh*
Yamada: You messed up again
Okamoto: No, I didn’t mess up
Yamada: Remiroro.
Okamoto: I didn’t, I didn’t. You know, people have those days...
Yamada: Ah, today is that day?
Okamoto: Yeah.

120th Radio Show (OA March 13th 2009)

Oh, Keito... "People have those days."

Happy 16th, Keito!

2009-04-01T16:20:00.005+08:00

My Love Keito,

Happy 16th Birthday!!! I give you my ♥.
I also wrote 16 reasons why I ♥ you...
As time passes by, I will love you even more. ♥

Wendi :D

So many things to do on Keito's birthday...

BTW, I love links. xD

Are you a Keito Cherry? Then click the pic away~ :D

lolli~

2009-03-27T21:32:00.005+08:00

Lolli lolli lollipop~!

Congratulations Big Bang, 21, and LG Cyon!

The Female Big Bang, 21, has made the best entrance ever. A CF is supposed to be, uhm, simple, right? But look how famous it made them? 21 has stolen the lime light ~~from Super Juniors~~.

Have you seen the set? And before you call it weird, people, think of this: Lollipop phones. Did you get it? No? Well, just read Lei's entry, I don't want to repeat everything she just said.

And, a little HSJ since I'm already full of colorful lollies...

Wait, actually not a little HSJ, a lot of Keito. xDD
Please click that cropped pic, and see for yourselves. See how pretty Keito is while the others are just, like Lei likes to use it, bland. :x I don't know what's wrong with Chinen... wait, actually I think I know. He's depressed about his voice. Tsk, tsk... And Yamada. He's a she trying to be a he. Tsk, tsk. Yuto? Tsk, tsk. Ryutaro? Okay, I'll let him pass. :x Keito is soo handsome!!! :D

[keito] ohohoho~ ... and chinen.

2009-03-14T23:01:00.005+08:00

Hurry up and click this pic to enlarge!!!

I wonder how Keito can look handsome in anything, or maybe even with nothing...
Now, I wanted to see what shoes he's wearing... After getting over his Gibson's guitar, I'm spying on his clothes. xDD The scarf, looks like Seung Ri to me. The black rock and roll shirt? I've seen a lot of shirts that looks like that, I think... BUT, I don't know why he looks soo much handsome-r than anyone, anyone, I've ever seen before. WHY KEITO? WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME WITH YOUR KAKKOI-ness? And what kind of smile is that?!! Are you trying to provoke me, and make me kidnap you?! Of course I won't do that, though , I'd love to... xD I'm confused. Darn you, Keito. I will make you my husband. I shall marry you. xD

[small idea]
Keito is going out with the others now... I wonder why he's no longer being emo and staying at home, studying..? Who polluted the great mind of the English Prince? Gaah... Keito, you should be more careful. Don't let paparazzi get you! Hide your beautiful face!!!

blame koikechiaki for letting me see that pic.

I received...

2009-03-13T18:04:00.003+08:00

I received three guys. Haha...

Keito
1, from ate Kat.

haha, I love this gif. Keito is crazy, haha.

2,from angelofhikari

OMG... Hot pink Keito. And he's looking at me! Kiyaa~ So pretty.

3, from Jenny-neechan.

I really love nee-chan's PS-ing, and she's my inspiration. ;"> I just love whatever she makes.

Minhwan
from Pika-chan/massu89

I certainly love this banner most. *tears* It's so pretty, and Hwannie is so handsome. And the heart, hwa~ ♥

and surprisingly, Khunnie
from Xuanne

Xuanne, I don't know how you've chosen this guy, but, I like him. Haha. I haven't mentioned Nikhun in any of my posts anywhere, but, yeah, he's cute. xDD

Arigatou, LJ friends~

[fandom] U-Kiss + JUMP + FTI

2009-03-04T19:49:00.006+08:00

Listen, boy... It's my first love story...

This cute guy is the maknae of U-Kiss. And, I'm not allowing him to sing "Not Young", 'cause he is young. He is only 14!!! O__o But, anyway, my point is, he is very very interesting. Here's something from DongHo...

Hi~
It's Dong Ho~
Today was really cold??
We're cold...
But today was fun ha ha
We've been out since 9:50 am it's 10:00 now~
We were doing things for 10 hours..
There's a list and there's a rule where we can only be 5 minutes late
PS: what is the sense of GEE? ha ha

So, I was like, wha-?! GEE? YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GEE's SENSE IS?! Well, actually, I don't, too. x__X I think it's a love song, now that I think of it... :P

[CLICK TO ENLARGE]

[L-R: Alex, Kevin, Kibum, Soohyun, Eli; and the one in-front is Dongho]

I downloaded the JUMP Calendar from chubeery@LJ, and it's wow. Of course, I only look at Keito's and Inoo's shots, but, overall, it's pretty cool. The theme for Hey!Say!7 is 'cool' and 'mature', while the theme for Hey!Say!BEST is 'cute' and 'colorful'. So, as you can see, they swapped. xD And WE all know, Keito is so 'cool' and 'mature'-looking, he's so handsome in every angle. And Inoo, he's soo cute and pretty!!! xD

I was watching the Music Video of Friendship of F.T. Island, and, yeah, I miss Wonbin. Though, Seunghyun-oppa is really cute, especially in their Boys Over Flowers Parody, I still believe the original is best. 'First love never dies,' or something like that. xD

Credits: Rocketboxx.net + verygoodheart.ivyro.net(for the pic) + u-kiss.co.kr + wcsgirl77(translations) + manager's cy + u-kissthailand + u-kissvn

U-Kiss

2009-02-26T18:07:00.006+08:00

Okay, again witht the U-KISS thing. Isn't this guy uber cute?

This is the guy who grew up in California, knows how to play the guitar and the piano, and had five years of martial arts. Lika I said before, he's like Keito with a touch of Inoo. :D Though he can deffinitely sing and dance, not like... ANYWAY, I'm stalking their website and I'm like spazzing ang keysmashing because: one, Kevin Woo and Kim Kibum are soo cute; and two, they disabled downloading the pictures. Now I'm printscreening everything. Gaah. By the way, I stole that pic. NOT MINE, people. I just stole it from U-Kiss' website. xD

Off to steal some more. Bye ladies~

u-kiss.co.kr

Korean Keito?

2009-02-23T21:31:00.004+08:00

As soon as I learned about Woo SeungHyun of U-Kiss [yes, another SeungHyun.], I thought, "OMGee. Korean Keito with a touch of Inoo." Kevin, the same guy, knows how to play the guitar AND the piano. PLUS, he's great in English, he was born in US. He have this soft, seems-to-be-shy, voice. Isn't that like Keito?

AND, I went to Minhwan's blog, and saw SeungHyun's, erm, Song SeungHyun's picture. It's so sweet of Minhwan to talk about SeungHyun-oppa, only shows he's supportive...

^taken by Minhwan himself :D^

SHINee!

2009-02-21T16:22:00.004+08:00

I can finally tell them apart! *confetti*

^this is Jonghyun. :D

^my baby Taemin.

^I can marry this guy ~~since Keito and I are divorced~~. His name is Onew, the leader. :D

^this is Minho, and I've seen him several times in Arirang.

^and the Almighty Key. :D

WEIRD FACT: for Jonghyun and Key pics, please look at their shirts' brand. Ikuta Toma wore a shirt with that brand, in September Wink Up, in the interview with Satoshi Ohno (leader of Arashi).

[disclaimer: I don't own this pictures. I just took 'em off the internet. xD]

SHINee love~

2009-02-15T19:29:00.004+08:00

Belated Happy Valentine's Day~!

Haha, gomen, gomen... I know I'm late. x_X

UPDATES!!!
I'm falling in love with SHINee! God, I just finished watching all their Dance Version MVs, and wow. They're so good! They sure can dance! Though I'm still having a hard time telling them a part *laughs*, I know that Taemin is my girlfriend, and Onew is my boyfriend-to-be. x33

I love Noona is So Pretty (Replay). I really love the MV as well. x33 Watch the Dance Version~

Noona you are so beautiful
Looking at you I go crazy

I first liked them when Lei showed me Love Like Oxygen. Not only do I love the MV, and the dance... wait... I love everything about it. xDD

So, I've been addicted to dances lately... Here's Batch 2010's Intermission Number from Nutrition Month. x33

Here's Inoo for the eyes~

OTP: OkaNoo and more

2009-02-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

Yes, I flipped it. I want Keito and Inoo right-side-up. xDD 'Cause they look soo good together. :D
Oh, and have you seen Keito's I'm-sure-it's-expensive guitar?

So, here's my OkaNoo-centric wallpaper~ no w-mark! yey~ I'm kind~ xDD

[Arijima and Yamachii wallpapers can be found here.]

Up and Down

2009-02-08T11:19:00.001+08:00

Bad Woman - F.T.Island
Gosh. Just two weeks since Wonbin left and now the new F.T.I. have a new MV. I hate the hairstyles. Except for Hwannie~ He's still cute. I love the new guy. No, just kidding. He's okay. :) I'm so urgh at the girls, especially at Hunnie's.

The great thing this weekend?
Mini-Big Bang
I love mini-baby~! So active and jumpy! Like a bouncy bunny rabbit!!! :D
I love mini-Daesung! He's singing and smiles~! Waah~ adorable!
I love all of them~
And I love mini-GRi!!!

[a little picspam]

2009-01-31T14:42:00.007+08:00

Because Wonbin left. He wasn't pushed away! Grr.. Don't make up stories just to make you feel better. [ for those who can't relate, someone said Wonbin was chucked 'cause Seunghyun oppa paid F&C Music to get into F.T.Island. ] It's horrible! Don't disgrace Wonbin's memories. T^T

This morning, as I was watching Pops in Seoul, in Arirang, I was being cheery and singing along~ Top 5 Pianists: 1. Younha, 2. Eru, 3-5, I forgot. x_X Yeah, it was, wow~ ^_^ but, then, some fan requested After Love by F.T. Island... And I was T^T again. It won't be the same without Wonbinnie around. :/

[click to enlarge]<-applies to every pic

[wonbin isn't that playful x-X]

[wee~ happy days~]

[my island princes~]

[jaejin and hwannie are cute here.]
~~[i guess seunghyun fans would just cut wonbin off this pic. T^T]~~

[happy days with wonbin...]

[okay, stop hugging jaejin, wonbin. x-X]

[laa, you guys shouldn't have joked getting away from wonbin. T^T]

[and you should have just joined him making v signs. T^T]

[this was during Minhwan's birthday...]

[it won't be the same T^T]

["hold on..." yeah, right. T^T]

I don't own any of these. Credits are as tagged, LoveFT-I, ftiaday@LJ, and whoever wants to claim these...

CRY~ WONBIN!

2009-01-29T19:16:00.005+08:00

WONBIN!!!
ohmygod. I just started loving Wonbin's talent and cuteness... and now... *cry*

Really, why did this happen? When I heard of it in AllKpop, I was thinking, "nah, rumor." But, of course, I was afraid inside. What if he really did... you know. *cry*

Song Seunghyun (I know I love two Seunghyun's, two Big Bang.) is very pretty. And, of course, he's talented. It's F&C Music we're talking about here. And he was born August 21, 1992(does that matter?). BUT, I dunno. I'm very scared. Seunghyun oppa, I'm so sorry. I just opened my heart to Wonbin oppa (7 DAYS ago!!!)... I'll be cheating on him if I loved you in an instant. I need to get to know you more...

Oh Wonbin. YOU! ~~Get your talented ass back in FTI!~~ Please, oppa, be healthy, be happy~! *cry* I won't miss you... You are, afterall, one of the FIVE TREASURE ISLAND.

Credit: hkn24.com + 1takeKK@LoveFT-I.co.nr

OkaNoo = Keito

2009-01-21T19:30:00.004+08:00

oh, just this two. xD 'cause i love them soo much.

-edit-

[ click to enlarge. you have to! ]

This guitar-loving freak is so HOT when he's all guitar-playing. xD OHMYGOD. *keysmash*
I can't wait for the DVD of this concert. I can't wait to see JUMP Band. Oh, and speaking of JUMP Band, Inoo is in it too!!! He's in keyboards of course! That piano elitte kid. I soo love him.

inoo~ keito~ my babies~

[credits to]
aliciaswr@LJ for the keito papa pic

OkaNoo

2009-01-21T19:30:00.003+08:00

oh, just this two. xD 'cause i love them soo much.

[PICS] FTI + Keito

2009-01-18T15:31:00.005+08:00

[click to enlarge]

I found this pic in an Arabic forum. So, sorry for taking. ^^;;

[click to enlarge]

And this hottie is from aliciaswr@LJ
Oh, yes. You spell Keito with C-O-O-L. x3

update~

2009-01-11T18:27:00.005+08:00

for so long... sigh.

at last, the mod in keitodaily@LJ is needing new mods. and, well, of course i went for it. i tried out even before she needed one. *persistent lil fangirl*

OH, and i know why there aren't much InoMoto pics. because they show their love during mvs/clip/perfs.

InoMoto pwns! xD

And, I found a lot of HwanJin OTP~ xD Choi Minhwan and Lee Jaejin just look good together.

^CREDITS: Seoul Star + saille @ popcornfor2&soompi + aibinniex @ loveft-i.co.nr

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this is what happens when Hwanie and Goatie gets together. xD

Inoo Keito

2009-01-09T22:43:00.011+08:00

No, I didn't forgot anything in the cute title. They got married. xD

[ You know the drill, click to enlarge, then drool. :P ]

^they're soo cute~!^

^The two who gets tons of gifts from Santa^

^well, yeah, i've cut the other members off. xD ^

^Keito Heart Inoo^

^Kami-sama heard Keito's wish, now, it's the real Inoo. xD^

^rich kids love rich kids^

^~polaroid buddies~^

^is it me, or are they CLOSE?^

^Keito is on top of Inoo.^

^I just cropped this.^

^Yuya's here to make sure nothing happens.^

^Yuya's teasin them, how cruel. x_X LOL.^

^I cropped Yuya off this pic. xP^

^shy, shy^

^and Yuya found his way back. xD^

^I can't crop Yuya off. x_X^

^Inoo and Keito are wearing white, see?^
:D

I've looked here and there, and I think this is such a short picspam. x_X
SO, to make it up for the lack of Inoo-Keito moments, here is one of my fave Keito shots:

Handsome, right? xD

Keito's Guitar Pick Necklace

2009-01-09T22:10:00.004+08:00

*long title = short entry

[click to enlarge]

Everytime Keito gets into the studios (of Johnny's, maybe), he sees guitars all over the place, but there's no guitar pick? WTH?
So, this smart kid, being a Guitar-loving freak and still hot, thought of having his own guitar pick around his neck.

Read the translations here.

But like Eemir, and my missing friend Chika, I love the Teddy Bear Necklace more. The one he wore in the Pure Body Photoshoot. xD That silver bear necklace against his bare
-this part has been deleted for safety purposes-

*credits to Eemir. :D

[keito]+[inoo]

2009-01-09T15:53:00.005+08:00

Eemir have been calling me "Ultimate Keito Fangirl" lately. xD Well, I jokingly said I was, but now, she seems to enjoy calling me that. xD *enjoying it too. xD

I still need to know what Keito received for Christmas... And how many Santa's there are. xP

Anyway, this is an old Photoshop output. I was just learning... And, hey, Keito's fave color is blue, and I love how his lips stand out, so I'm forgiving myself for playing around this pic. xD

[ i think you'll click even though i don't say it. enlarge the pic. ]

BTW, I heard Inoo Kei announced he will be attending Meiji University... So to celebrate Inoo-chan's success, I will be making a Keito-Inoo PICSPAM~! xD

But, as of now, enjoy this pic of Inoo, I'm sorry for ruining this pic. Dx:

nothing really

2009-01-07T20:34:00.005+08:00

nothing really, just keito! xD

[ clicking enlarges ]

This English man, erm, I mean TRUE JAPANESE [ as Keito strongly says he is ], is just so damn cute. xD Dork or what, he is my ichiban~! And Eemir's, too. xD

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2009-01-05T22:15:00.003+08:00

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[spazz] WonderBANG, Big Bang, Seung Ri

2009-01-04T19:28:00.006+08:00

I've been into spazzing lately, and this should have been posted like 2 days ago but, hey, it doesn't really matter. :P

Big Bang's acts in MBC Gayo Daejeon Festival is off the hook!

WonderBang perfs [for the record, Wonder Girls didn't lipsync!:P please refer to this vid for the mistake. ] :

Irony (Tae Yang and Sun Ye) <- why do I have this feeling that it's so right? LOL.
Lies (Seung Ri and Yoo Bin) <- Baby looked soo good. And, Yoo Bin kept touching him. Even though it's part of the show, I still think it's wrong. x| LOL.
Tell Me (G-Dragon and So Hee) <- G-D is prettier than the girl. :P Swear.
Haru Haru (Dae Sung and Ye Eun) <-nice~! If only the girl didn't go off key.
Nobody (TOP and Sun Mi) <- Lucky girl. TOP is HOT. xD
So Hot (Big Bang) <- whoa~ better than the original. xDD [not biased.]
Last Farewell (Wonder Girls and Big Bang) <- soo cool. xD

I love Big Bang's Perf with the LED. Whoa~! I mean, whoa~ they're so good! And they don't lipsync! Seung Ri danced to Strong Baby, Dae Sung sang Number 1, T.O.P. sang Big Boy (scary, too. LOL.), Tae Yang danced With U, and G-Dragon danced to This Love (his version) Remix. Then they all sang Wonderful.

Big Bang also performed Sunset Glow with chibi counter parts of them!!! I love it!!! Kiyaa~ at the babies! The cute kids def looked like 'em, so cool! I love the T.O.P. chibi with tame-r [or whatever it's called] , the baby Baby with the bouncy bunny rabbit energy, the Tae Yang chibi with the hair, the Dae Sung chibi with the glowing face, and G-Dragon chibi with the headband. This perf is a win!!! x33

Strong Baby MV is out!!! Kyaa~! Seung Ri is soo hot!! And, wow at the "bed scene" I was waiting for. LOL. xDD Please, just watch it and you'll be speechless. xD
Oh, and G-Dragon with Seung Ri? Wow. G-Ri all the way, eh? LOL. I'm surprised Bong didn't kiss maknae. xD Don't get me wrong, I love them. Haha. :P

All the vids aren't mine. :]
And all the info of the perfs are from yg_bigbang@LJ. All the vids I saw was downloaded from hq_bigbang@LJ, downloaded by Lei.

nikkie_hime, this is how to credit, or how to not own what's not yours. :D

[greetings]

2009-01-01T00:01:00.008+08:00

Happy New Year~! *confetti*

Akemashite omedettou minna-san! *bow*

I'm awarding myself "Rookie Fangirl of the Year", btw, for my Hey!Say!JUMP influences. :D Were there any? Really, I wonder... LOL.

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO ALL CHERRIES! ILY!!! *hearts*hearts*

[ clicking enlarges the images ]

^V.I.P.s^
-wait, this pic is too old. xD-

^the princes^
-hwanie~! beside jaejin~!-

^My ichiban^
-just him-
*remembers Inoo, runs to look for the best Inoo pic*

^inoo kei pwn!^

Happy New Year~!

[ Cherry-topped ]

To my first JUMPy friend, JNY, who made me two beautiful wallpapers, arigatou~! Thankies soo much~!

To ate Lor who gave me four Keito pics in total, ILY! Maraming salamat po. :D If someone takes something away from you, just ask for help, and I'll hunt 'em down with you. *A* heehee...

To Miru-chan, ILY, idk why. xD

Thank you for being great Keito fangirls, Eemir, Chika... ILY all~! Even stellarsky who can't decide if she still love Keito.

To everyone who've watched over me while I fangirl, while I try my best to make a change in the fandom, hontou ni arigatou gozaimasu! *bow* Please look after me again this new year! :] Yoroshiku!

Have a JUMPing New Year!
Have a Big Bang New Year!

keito wins!!!

2008-12-31T23:11:00.003+08:00

KEITO's BACK! KEITO gets his radio show back!!!
FTW!
Welcome back sexy British accent, goodbye rude ~~Chii~~ voices. xD

[ he came back a week or so ago, and i've spazzed over it every time i remember... and i just remembered it again. lol. ]

keito.keito.keito

2008-12-31T11:10:00.002+08:00

yabe! i got keito pregnant.

LOL.

spazzing over [multifandom]

2008-12-30T18:52:00.006+08:00

Being the greatest Ikuta Toma fangirl that I am, I've started watching Toma's latest drama. :D Being the stupid Ikuta Toma fangirl that I am, Maou isn't really new. It was like, 2 months or so ago? And Toma's already filming his newest drama.
ANYWAY, may I please point out that Satoshi Ohno is so not handsome. Esp. with Toma around. [Oh, God, I can just imagine Chinen beating me up for this.]
Soo... Hey~! Toma is soo hot. I want him. xD

I want to watch the full SBS Gayo Daejeon 2008! I want to watch, well I already did, Seung Ri's acts. Kiyaa~!
And, and...
I want a Seung Ri action figure that goes "crack, crack, crack" every time you want it to.
xD

I want to watch Strong Baby's MV.

I want to know what Keito received from "Santa" this Christmas... And I want to hug him for it~! xD

Yabe! What am I doing? LOL.

Oh, and I want to learn how to play the drums... from Minhwan. :P

[news] seung ri + [pic] Jaejin

2008-12-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

2008 SBS Gayo Daejeon Awards is happening. Right h-, uhm, in Korea, right now... And Seung Ri will have his first solo act. I can't believe I'm missing it. uso~!

I love you, Ri! I'm praying for your act to go all the way, so, do your best~!

And Wonder Boys 2. Ri, again, DO YOUR BEST~! I'll be waiting for someone to up it in youtube, or something. :D Be cute, but, don't go too gay... Don't worry, you're very cute~! Forget that Lee Taemin will be performing with you~! [yabe, I think that's wrong.]
[watch the first Wonder Boys perf.]

AND, your Dance Battle! Whoa~ soo many acts, Ri! You're pretty good. :D Do your best!!! It's just U-know, you're younger than him, you move better! And, just Taemin, you're more handsome and you're taller! :P

Do well with the whole group, too~! Bang 'em! Bang DBSK, ok? Pop their Balloons! xD [I crack myself up. LOL.]

This is just too hot to keep to myself.

^credits: east-01 + hinata75 @ soompi + aibinniex @ loveft-i.co.nr^

[picspam] keito

2008-12-29T10:44:00.010+08:00

to brush of the boredom..? :P

^now, i remember why i love him. guitar!^

^yey~!^

^so hot, hot!^

^adorkable^

^seriously hot^

^lipsyncing, i know. but still. xD^

^dorkdorkdork^

^powerful arms^

^P for Perfect... P for Power.^

^ily lor for giving me a hard copy of this~!^

^summer saver okamoto-san^

^delete daiki.^

^hi lor~, thanks for the copy of this.^

^nosebleed-able.^

^delete yamada.^

^yey~! OTP!^

^Yey~! I have a shirt def like this~!^

a year's worth of mags are here. thanks ssm-kiyumi@LJ~!

shot

2008-12-29T10:18:00.005+08:00

I learned from a friend in LJ that five HSJ members performed in a SMAP concert. I saw Keito in the picture, as fast as lightning. LOL. I'm very happy. Then I read the caption:

...only Takaki, Inoo, Yabu, Hikaru and the Okamoto kid were there...

I'm so not happy. She said "the Okamoto kid". Well excuse me for being too much of a Keito fangirl but, "that Okamoto kid" has a name, and cute at that, by the way. IT'S KEITO! Kei-to. Isn't that easy enough ferya? x_X

Uso~! I can't believe she said Takaki, Inoo, Yabu, Hikaru right. Hello? This Okamoto kid is much, much more good looking than those guys. And, I guess she said kid since the others are three years older than him. But, argh! I'm soo frustrated. Why are there fangirls like her? x_X I hate her soo much.

So, to calm myself down, here's my ichiban:

Keito says: "Don't be so down, Wendi~!"
Yatta~! All better now, Keito~!

*shot*

[update]

2008-12-28T14:55:00.004+08:00

Yatta~! My original [used to be Toma, x_X] hubby~!
Okamoto Keito

I'm enjoying watching Family Outing... since it's very funny. xD
I'm also enjoying doing ... uhmmm... that is all. :D

[update] it's been a long time. :D

2008-12-26T13:30:00.007+08:00

yatta! it's not a picspam this time, but, well, still image heavy. :D

Ate Myca of My VIP Shop e-mailed me yesterday. Demo, I only read her mail awhile ago.... And yeah, I won her October Fest... and even though it's already December, I'm still happy about the mag. :D ['cause Toma, and Ohno, is on the cover~! yey~!]

I joined LoveFT-I yesterday. :D I'm happy~! :D

^click to enlarge, please^

And then, I tried to look for Minhwanie's blog. x_X I failed. But, only because I was distracted of this:

^click, click^

Ahaha. After being so full of myself, I went to the room feeling so high. xD

And here's a bit of Keito for everyone, 'cause I miss him so much. :D

<-idk.

[PICSPAM] F.T. Island

2008-12-23T23:11:00.016+08:00

I wonder why so many people know what's on my blogs (Suicidalfoot, Cluelesshands) and even my livejournal(WeLay no Journal), but they never comment... Either I'm soo predictable or they just hate me too much they don't comment... SO, hey there~! Comment if you're reading this... I know you do read my posts. ~~And I know you guys are stalking me. LOL. xP [I'm so full of myself. xP]~~
How would I win Ate Myca's contest if nobody reads my blogs?
How would 'you' know I'm claiming Keito, Ri, and Hwanie if 'you' don't read my posts?
:D
Hay naku...

And so here comes my newest love. :P
I'm officially presenting F.T. Island~! *confetti*

^(back to front, left to right) Wonbin, Honggi, Jonghoon, Jae Jin, Min Hwan

^left to right: Min Hwan and Jae Jin and the rest. lol. xP
^just kidding: min hwan, jae jin, wonbin, honggi, jonghoon

^my baby, min hwan in front. and the rest as background.xP^

^Jae Jin and Min Hwan~! farthest left and right respectively~!^

My Ranking:
1. Choi Min Hwan - Drummer, Sub Vocals -the Maknae (Youngest)

^*nosebleed*^

^kee~!sarangheo~!^

^I have to say, three thumbs up for the lip biting~!^

2. Lee Jae Jin - Bass, Sub Vocals

3. Choi Jonghoon - Leader, Piano, Guitar, Sub Vocals

^Kakkoi~! xD^

4. Lee Hong Gi - vocalist

5. Oh Wonbin - Rap, Guitar, Harmonica

<-Honggi and Wonbin are camwhores

Member Ai: sweet~!

^OHMY! Hong gi! What did you do to the innocent little boy? x_X^

^jae jin is soo adorable~!^
^oh, and hoon and hong gi on jae jin's left and right respectively.^

^won bin! get away from my hwanie!!^

^jae jin so cute~! he's feeding me~!^
^oh, and hoon.^

^Wonbin will pass as L (Death Note). LoL.^
^cute hoonie~!^

^Wonbin the Camwhore and JaeJin the Goat.^

^the reason I do not love Hongki.^
^my poor JaeJin. x_X^

^everybody loves Min Hwan. Esp. Hoon. xP^

[updates][images][love]

2008-12-22T02:34:00.004+08:00

for the past 48 hours, I've been making wallpapers... since nobody misses me enough to bother my peace.

First is my TOP of the World Wall. It was great when I started it... and it got uglier, and uglier... but, idk.

Then here comes my ichiban deshyo~! Okamoto Keito.

I got wallpaper requests from two lovely fangirls.
They requested for a JUMP wall and a Yamada Ryosuke Wall.

I'm a very very bad girl... Idk if I should be doing this, but, I stole a Seung Ri pic from victoryseungri.com . . I print screened when the cute pic flashed. I can't help it. It's a reflex of a Ri lover. :P

I love you, Ri! [pic spam]

2008-12-12T18:53:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNG RI!
My strong baby, I love you!
*crack*crack*crack*

[please click on the images to enlarge]

^ayee~! xD^

^cute baby! i love you!^

^excuse me, hand me a tissue!^

^no, hand me a bucket, please!^

^I wish I was that ice cream. x_X^

^I love green. ri+green=love^

^share me your lollipop, baby! xP^

^pout, pout... still adorable^

^Baby!!!^

^I took this pic. . . I wish.^

^whatever it is, baby...^

^soo cute^

Member Love:

^think pink, baby. think pink.^

^T.O.P. + Baby = MORE LOVE^

^Seung Ri and Tae Yang^

^camwhores^

^G-Ri^

^cute ri! ! ! ILY!^

^i lve this one. my fave~!^

CREDITS:
yg_bigbang@LJ
sriaday@LJ
and some sources i can't remember. x_X sorry

bigbang+jump+f.t.island

2008-12-07T19:05:00.007+08:00

my love jump:

my other love, big bang:

my newest love, f.t. island:

CREDITS:
bangaday@LJ
ssm_kiyumi@LJ
ftisland@LJ

will do a ri picspam on ri's birthday, december 12, watch out for it. :P

happy birthday~!

2008-12-04T10:06:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday, C-Mae! [Dec. 3]
Happy birthday, Charlotte! [Dec. 5]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HIKARU! [Dec. 2]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TAIGA! [Dec. 3]
[i know i don't go with stalker pics, but, i just love this pic of taiga+ryutaro+shintaro]

Yeah, I cheated on the time. :P

JUMP daily, ft. Chii and Yuto

2008-11-28T22:54:00.004+08:00

busy week... and busy week ahead. x_X

here's CHIIness, since it'll be his birthday on Sunday:

yeah, he is a HE. not a she, a HE. [am serious. xP]

then, YUTO!

okay, who ever plans to ask me out on Prom, please wear something like this or else, don't even dare ask me out. Haha.

wendi and the team, we're back! xP

2008-11-22T15:08:00.007+08:00

^from wonder girl's nobody. xP

okay, am back from the research trip. there were'nt any mall-ing time in the itinerary, so we didn't go to any malls. except when we went to eat. and we just ate. x_X gaah.
BUT, we went to interesting, existing, places. :DD

here's keito-ness, with ryutaro:

and inoo kei love:

before my research trip

2008-11-19T20:14:00.008+08:00

my batch will have a research trip for two days... please wait for me. :D

here's some love before i say goodbye:

I'm sure I started the word "YAMAdness"

none

2008-11-17T21:21:00.004+08:00

keito for the people loving...

semi-HIATUS

2008-11-16T14:25:00.002+08:00

before I go, here's some Keitoness:

I won't be fangirling much after this.
But, I'll do my best feeding everybody's Keito needs.

credits to jny@imeem [brosiscomplex@lj]

[random][new]

2008-11-12T14:31:00.004+08:00

I'm trying my best to be normal. But, can somebody please tell me what I'm trying to be? What is normal?!

Advertising: wallpapers, icons

From now on, I will post a picture weekly. Either photoshopped or not. So enjoy!

Okamoto Keito, baby, so young! ^
He's back-up dancing for the previous Hey!Say!7. :DD

English Boy Biased

2008-10-25T20:07:00.001+08:00

[WARNING: This is my ultimate biased fangirling post.]

[Dear JUMP fans, please don't kill me just yet. I hope nobody gets offended. This post is actually to make everybody realize that Keito is the one.]

Is it possible that Okamoto Keito isn't number 1, but, he's the best?

[I'm getting fired up for debate~!]

1: He got into Johnny's because his Dad is famous.
[Wendi backflips then kicks] Excuse me, is Otou-san Kenichi the one showing off his abs and powerful arms? [he already did that before!] Is he the one being dubbed as English Boy? Is he the one dancing and singing with nine ~~girly~~ boys? No! Keito smiles and melts my heart. ~~And not just mine, but also Yama's, Chii's, Hika's, and Yuto's hearts.~~ He's smart and speaks fluent English! He's hot and talented! ~~Tell me he doesn't deserve his part in Johnny's and I'll erase you from the face of the earth! Tell me he doesn't deserve to be in JUMP and I'll erase you and your complete existence.~~ [evil aura]

2: He's not good at dancing, anyway.
[Wendi: Power up~!] Have you people ever heard of hard work and practice? How about perseverance? Keito isn't the type who'd say, [excuse me to this member's fans,] "About the things I can't seem to do, I'm the type that won't do them to begin with." Keito works hard, even the members say so. And maybe, again, people will say, "because he needs the practice it's natural for him to work hard". Well, to those people, hear [or read] this, someday, soon, Keito will be the best of the bests, and I'll shove his success down your throats. But, maybe before I can do that, you'll be down on your knees praising him.
Dancing isn't the only talent for a Johnny's talent, right? What about playing the guitar? Or maybe speaking fluent English? Or just the thought of having great abs and arms? What about playing rugby?

3: He's not cute.
[Wendi punches your noses off] Keito is hawt. Perfect body: the abs, the muscles. His stare, his shy smile, and his playful faces. Keito can be cute sometimes, but most of the time, he's hotter than hell.
Abs anyone?

4: Always at the end, at the back... last on the list...
[Stands taller] There are ten people in JUMP. They can't all go first. They can't all be in the first row. They can't all be in the middle, the front, but who cares? The supposed 'more famous' have their names written, called first, so what? Those are lame things to base popularity!

5: Isn't he clumsy? Doesn't that make him stupid?
[Wendi laughs at you] [Keito fans, Keito being clumsy is not "kawaii" everytime. So, let me handle this, please.] If doing unexpected things accidentally is stupid, isn't doing unexpected things on purpose stupider? I won't point out those "stupider" moments of the other members 'cause I love JUMP as a whole.

6: He's scared of bugs and of ghosts. So much for muscles...
[Wendi cuts your *censored* off] He's human too. There are also other members scared of bugs, and of ghosts, right? Too bad I couldn't say "So much for muscles" since they don't have any.

For me, Keito is JUMP's standard. He is the equilibrium of the extremes in Johnny's.

Keito's got the hottest body in JUMP. But he doesn't really try hard to act cool and manly. At least his not like some who do pucker-lips with their chubby cheeks and 6th grader's height. [being shot by the fans]
Keito gets the most promising costumes, but Johnny gives him disappointing air times. He's outfits are never 'the same as the last time'. I don't want to point out who, but some members seem to be wearing the same clothes over and over again[In DCT, Your Seed, and MnSB. Just take the stripes off from YS and you have MnSB uniforms. xP]. And, [sorry again for the biasness] some of the members' costumes seem to be effortless and result-less. Like, whut?! That's it? kind of costume. I bet Keito buys his own costume.
Well, Keito is rich, anyway. He wouldn't need to be a performer to have enough money to get to college[am not implying the others are poor]. And, speaking of college, I bet he'll be able to enter Tokyo University. Inoo Kei did, why not Keito? :)
Keito can speak English. Not only can he speak the language, he's good at it! His Brittish accent~! Oh my~! How much Japanese artist speak fluent English? This is not sarcastic, please, introduce some to me. [I only know Keito. xP]
Keito plays manly sports: rugby, soccer, billiards. That's the white-washed Keito I know, playing English, manly, sports! [Goal~!]

[Dear JUMP fans, please ambush me when I'm on my way to school, and not on my way home. Thank you~! ]

[cross-posted from my LJ]

bye, hiatus!

2008-10-18T21:27:00.001+08:00

Banzai~!

my two new fave icons. well, not really. haha.

MNSB fever. still...

2008-10-12T20:00:00.004+08:00

Hey! You! Here's the TOTAL MUSTs...

MUST SEE: Mayonaka no Shadow Boy PV [watch] [download]

MUST HEAR: Mayonaka no Shadow Boy [listen] [download]

MUST HAVE: Mayonaka no Shadow Boy Limited Edition CD+DVD

MUST READ: Mayonaka no Shadow Boy Lyrics [xP]

CREDIT ME FOR THIS ONE~!
it's so hard to put the English trans in between. O__o

My fave lines in red.

Mayonaka no Shadow Boy
Midnight Shadow Boy

kocchi muite yo CHERRII
look over here, Cherry
socchi jaa nai CHERRII
not over there, Cherry
itsudemo negai wa todokanai
my wish never reaches you

acchi kocchi ni CHERRII
over here and there, Cherry
docchi tsukazu CHERRII
it’s unclear, Cherry
namae wo yobarete yuremadou
I call your name, shaken and puzzled

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
Becoming a midnight cowboy
kimi wo kimi wo ubaitai
You, I want to snatch you away
sono egao mamoru tame ni
To protect that smile
inochi kakete mo kamawanai
I’d risk my life

suki nanda CHERRII
I like you, Cherry
uso ja nai CHERRII
It’s not a lie, Cherry
omoi wa tsunotteiku bakari
My feelings are just getting stronger

chotto kite yo CHERRII
Come here for a bit, Cherry
matteru kara CHERRII
‘Cause I’ll be waiting, Cherry
tsurun to shiteiru sono suhada
your skin, it’s so smooth

iya da yo furasetari
I hate it when they touch you
mujaki ni hito ni kobicha
You naively let people flirt with you
amakute suppai toko
nokoshite oite (SHADOU)
leave that sweet and sour part of you behind (shadow)

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
Becoming a midnight cowboy
kimi ni kimi ni tsutaetai
You, I want to express to you
moji kimi ga nozomu no nara
That, if you were to ask for it
donna basho e mo tsureteiku
I’d take you anywhere

kocchi muite yo CHERRY
look over here, Cherry
socchi jaa nai CHERRY
not over there, Cherry
itsudemo negai wa todokanai
my wish never reaches you

acchi kocchi ni CHERRII
over here and there, Cherry
docchi tsukazu CHERRII
it’s unclear, Cherry
namae wo yobarete yuremadou
I call your name, shaken and puzzled

dame da yo yasuuri shicha
I can’t just let you go
jirashite shoubu shinakya
I’d be annoyed if I hadn’t put up a fight
marukute makka na hoho
mottainai yo (SHADOU)
It’d be a waste of your round and bright red cheeks (Shadow)

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
Becoming a midnight cowboy
kimi wo kimi wo ubaitai
You, I want to snatch you away
sono egao mamoru tame ni
To protect that smile
inochi kakete mo kamawanai
I’d risk my life

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
Becoming a midnight cowboy
kimi ni kimi ni tsutaetai
You, I want to express to you
moji kimi ga nozomu no nara
That, if you were to ask for it
donna basho e mo tsureteiku
I’d take you anywhere

kizutsukezu ni aishitai
I want to love you without hurting anyone
kizutsukezu ni aishitai
I want to love you without hurting anyone

Wee~!

link credits:
beanybeans@LJ
se-jinblue@LJ
jumpintomyheart@LJ

wee~!

2008-10-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

cross-posted from my LJ.

I'm now a year old as a fangirl~!

And, see, I got the best gifts ever!

First off, Wink Up [highlights: Toma on the cover, with Ohno]. Yey! Thank you to mypopshopph@LJ.

Second, Keito and Yuto having 3 radio shows together. I'm a fan of the pair! And, yey! Keito is such a scaredy cat. And it's soo cute! And him being silly is so irresistible!

Third, Keito's air time and line in Mayonaka no Shadow Boy PV! He's getting more screen time! I'm soo proud of him!

Fourth, my banner in Yamada Ryosuke International Forum~! Yey! My banner! xP

I'm a success as a fangirl. *bows*

Winners for Big Banging Speshul xP

2008-10-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

[Edited. ~~Now that I'm calm. xP~~]

The results of the Big Banging Contes by mypopshopph@LJ is here.

For those who joined, thank you~!
For the winners, congratulations~!

:P

Big Crunch. xP

2008-10-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

mypopshopph opened a grand Octoberfest for fangirling/fanboying last September 1-30 with a Big Banging Speshul. She had given everybody a chance to win one of three magazines - Wink Up, Oricon Style, and Tarzan.
For those who joined under my refferences, good luck and thank you for joining!
For those who weren't able to join, but wanted to, keep your chins up! That's what you get for not joining the first time I told you to. [no, just kidding!]
For those who were too lazy to join, ah, okay.

~wendi753@LJ
~weLay@blogger
~math_beauty101@yahoo.com

[cross posted, from my LJ]

hiatus

2008-09-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

hsj icons, wall, random graphics

2008-09-20T11:32:00.003+08:00

i made icons, wallies, and random graphics...

i've posted them in my lj, and, uhm, well, here it is.

1st batch

2nd batch

enjoy! :D

WIN A JAPANESE MAG TODAY!

2008-09-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hey! Hey! Hey! :]

This is for all the Pinoy JE(or any other Japanese actors/groups/etc.) who would like to get their hands on Japanese Magazines.

You can find the mechanics here.

IMPORTANT :
Don't forget to put: math_beauty101@yahoo.com in the Who Referred You? part.

By the way, it doesn't matter if you're interested, just help me out, please. I need as many as possible joining this. Please join.

Peace&Love!
[out]

EDIT
there were a lot of entries, and a lot are invalid!
please, submit another entry to make sure.
Put Big Bang is V.I.P. as Subject.

Dreams Come True Part 4 [COMPLETE]

2008-07-13T12:25:00.008+08:00

"Disclaimer:
The following story is not true. The characters are based on living, breathing, real people such as, Johnny's Entertainment's Hey! Say! J.U.M.P. members and my family and friends. This fan fic was made due to the authors longing to have...er...see the said group.

~This is dedicated to Sara Jane, the fictional Filipino girlfriend of Yamada Ryosuke, for giving me the idea of writing a fan fic myself. Arigatou gozaimasu, Sara-chan. ~

~Credits and love to Ivana Joyce Cabatbat, Ia, Ai, or whatever they call her for encouraging me to finish this piece of litarary work. *stars* ~

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

Author's Note:
I hope this will be the last part. Douzo.

Chapter XXII. Twice the Dosage

Wendi and Leah were 40 minutes late - not bad for an experimental talent. The studio didn't notice, though. Everybody in the studio had their own works. They continued to the usual dressing room. Mr. Asuka excused himself before Wendi had the chance to touch the door knob. He said he had to look for someone. Leah went to the buffet table as Wendi opened the door.
"You're late," Sayu was reading a magazine in the corner. "This will be an interview, no need to worry about the boys today. They have school to attend to." She put the magazine down. Wendi saw HSJ's photo on the cover.
No boys today, no need to worry about Keito and the way to treat him. No need to feel uneasy in front of him. Wendi walked in and sat in front of the mirror.
"What happened?" Sayu brushed Wendi's hair, carefully, watching their reflection.
Wendi remembered her dream of the last shoot, of Yamada with Keito's voice, of the feeling of nothingness...
"Is something wrong?"
"Nothing. Nothing happened. I just fell asleep. Nothing's wrong."
Yes, nothing is wrong for her. She has done everything she wanted to do. She's going back home soon. Nothing's wrong, or she didn't want anything to be wrong. Everything should be great.
Sayu smiled at her through the mirror.
"It's not okay to fall for them."
"I know."
Sayu opened the drawers and started taking out make-up kits.
"Then why am I feeling hope from you, child?"
"Hope? I know it's wrong to fall for them, and I know I'm going back to the Philippines. I know. I'm mature enough."
"Ah, so is Keito."
"I've heard as well."
"So is it him?" She applied foundation on Wendi's cheeks.
"Who? Him what, Sayu-san?"
"Keito also said his mature. He said he has never fallen for a girl, but he knows how to deal with them." She smiled as she related the story. "He's a gentleman, he have good manners. Yes, he seems mature."
"Seems mature?"
"If he is mature enough, he wouldn't say what he told you. That is, if he really did tell you something." She took a green eye shadow from the kit. "There's no such thing as long distance love affair."
"I know," she closed her eyes.
"I'm guessing you told him the same thing, that you like him, maybe?"
"Sayu-san," her eyes were kept closed, “are you a mind-reader?"
"No, a soul-reader perhaps?" She laughed. "I've been trough that as well. I fell for a guy who is owned by the mass. He will never be yours completely."
"I understand." She felt like crying. She knew all of these deep in her heart, but she never wanted it to be proven true.
"I hope you do."

The interview was different from what she expected. She was sitting in the dressing room with the journalist; some of the crew came to watch. There was no video camera, just a pen and a notebook, and a voice recorder.
"Hello," the journalist smiled with her perfect teeth. "Welcome to Japan."
"Thank you very much," Wendi bowed.
The journalist wrote something as she asked, "how did you learn about the contest?"
"It was a topic on one of the forums I visited in the internet."
"Why did you join?"
Not again, she blinked to stop herself from rolling her eyes.
"I am a big fan of Hey!Say!JUMP. All I wanted is the album. I never expected to meet them as well." She forced a smile on her face.
"How do you feel?
How do I feel?
"Great! I feel so lucky, so blessed." And I also feel sadness in my heart.
They should have interviewed her right after the first meeting with HSJ. They should have interviewed her when her heart was full of pure happiness.
"How was it to work with your idols?"
"They were very good, so I felt very nervous. They are kind towards me, and they helped me get used to the camera."
"Does that mean you'll stay in Japan? Is there a contract waiting for you?"
"Oh, no," please stop asking her to stay. "I can't stay, even though I'd love to, I can't. I have to go back to the Philippines. My school, my friends...everyone is waiting for me."
"Is that so," she scribbled some more. "Who is your favorite among the ten JUMP members?"
"I like all of them." Sweat started to form on her nose. She looked around and saw Sayu digging her nose in a magazine. She looked at the clock - 10:49.
"There must be a favorite, right?" She insisted.
"I..." Yamada! I choose you!
"Well?" She was smiling, teasing.
"I think Yamada Ryosuke is a great talent." She smiled weakly.
"Does that mean there are other 'greats' for you? A great friend, maybe?"
"Actually... I usually talk to Okamoto Keito, since he can speak English. And, yes, he is a great friend."
"Have you read the '100 questions'?"
"Yes, it was very interesting."
"May I ask you a few questions from the hundred?"
"Please, go on."
"What's your favorite song?"
"Dreams Come True," for now. "I love all Hey!Say!JUMP songs."
"Who among the HSJ would you like to be your older or younger brother?"
"Takaki Yuya for an older brother. He is always composed, and I feel he's a good person who will be able to help me when I have problems. Morimoto Ryutaro for a younger brother. He is so cute; I'd love to have him knocking on my bedroom door, singing." She loved the idea.
"You have siblings, right?"
"Yes, an older sister and two younger brothers. But my brothers don't sing," she was laughing.
"Who among the JUMP would you like to be your boyfriend or girlfriend?"
Her smile dropped into a serious face. This is what she feared most.
"Well... I don't know... Yamada Ryosuke?" Then she added, "for a girlfriend. I think he would be a very and charming girl."
"How about for a boyfriend?"
"Uhm... Okamoto Keito... Or Arioka Daiki," she added. She doesn't want to say it, but, "they are both gentlemen and both are very mature."
"What would you like to tell yourself, ten years from now?"
"Go back to Japan, think about living there!" She didn't want to pretend. "Be happy."
"What would you like to tell Hey!Say!JUMP?"
"Arigatou gozaimasu. Thank you for making great songs for me to love. Keep it up! You can still soar higher. I hope to see you again someday."
"You mentioned awhile ago that you will come back here in Japan, is JUMP a part of the reason?"
"Partly, yes."
"That's all I need. Thank you for the time."
"Thank you," she got up and bowed.

Chapter XXIII. The Last Photo shoot

Leah wasn't playing her PSP when Wendi went to her after the photo shoot. She was looking troubled, in some ways.
"What's wrong?” It sounded weird coming from her.
"The interview will reach Philippines."
That's right, it's impossible that this won’t reach Filipino HSJ fans.
"Anyway, go get ready for the photo shoot. It'll be the last."
This will be her last photo shoot and she's doing it alone. Sayu fixed Wendi's make-up before she pushed her to smiling.
"What's wrong with you? Think of the happy moments in Japan."
Wendi walked to the set, almost bitterly, thinking of her first glimpse of Japan. She smiled.
Crew helped her with the props. She saw a lot of little things - mementos - all with gigantic meanings.
She held the Philippine flag in her right hand and the Japanese flag on the left. She posed with both flags, enjoying every flash of the camera. She posed with two flags that symbolize two different countries that will never be erased in Wendi's heart.
She picked up the Dreams Come True Album. I will dream, she told herself. She picked up the Ultra Music Power Album. I will never be alone, she was smiling. She picked up the Your Seed Album. I know I can, so I will... She smiled at the camera, these are mine.
She was asked to pose without props. She smiled, I did it. She smiled, I’m the luckiest girl alive. She smiled, I'm going home.
Wendi looked at the clock before going back to the dressing room - 12:49. Freaky.

Chapter XXIV. Yamada's Confession

She ate lunch with Leah, Sayu, and other crew members, including the photographer. It wasn't enjoyable, and it was the last lunch she'll have in Japan. At least, she wasn't alone. She didn't want it to end, and yet, it did.
Little by little, crew went back to their work. Wendi didn't know them, she didn't even know what their names are, but, she felt lonely when they left.
"Here," Sayu handed the magazine from earlier. "You might want to take a look."
"I can't read Japanese."
"I know, that's why I said 'look' instead of 'read'." She smiled, encouraging Wendi to take the magazine. "For inspiration, right, Leah?"
"Right," Leah looked up from her game and smiled.
Wendi didn't know what to say. Are Leah and Sayu feeling sorry for her? She took the magazine and smiled at Sayu.
"Thank you."
She looked at the magazine. Hey!Say!JUMP smiled at her, and she smiled back. How foolish.
Flipping through the pages, she saw other Johnny's Juniors in it. But since JUMP is on the cover, they are the main story.
She doesn't what the article says, but she felt its something happy - something between friendship and team work.
It is very nostalgic, looking at pictures was. She remembered how it felt to look at HSJ from plain pictures. She remembered how it felt wanting to see them in person and to hold their hands. There wasn't a single individual picture. "Nobody is alone," she reminded herself. She looked at every picture, again and again, trying to take in every detail. Then, she realizes it is first time to hold a Japanese magazine.
"Excuse me?"
Arioka Daiki and Yamada Ryosuke were standing at the open door.
"Hi," they bowed.
"Konnichiwa," Wendi bowed back.
It was 14:35 on the wall clock. Japanese have great class schedules, she thought.
"Are you busy?" They walked in.
"Uhm, no." She put the magazine down. "I wasn't doing anything important." She saw Yamada's eyes look at the magazine.
"Do you want to... ano... walk around?"
"Okay."
She stood up and walked out with the two HSJ. Daiki was between Ryosuke and Wendi, but she felt very nervous walking with Ryosuke.
"Where are we going?"
"Outside," Daiki smiled at Wendi.
"What's out there?"
"Nobody's there."
It's not what is out there, it's who isn't there.
She noticed that there is a studio behind the studio. Fewer crews were there. And the pictorial was for an endorsement.
"Yamada-kun," Daiki started, “wants to tell you something."
"What is it?"
They reached the end of the corridor. They stood in front of a door with the word "EXIT" above it. Daiki lead the group outside.
It was like the front lawn, but without the overlooking street. Other buildings stood a hundred meter or so away.
Ryosuke started talking in Japanese, but he wasn't looking at Daiki nor Wendi. She looked at Daiki, but he was attentively listening to Ryosuke. She stood there, with Arioka Daiki and Yamada Ryosuke, listening to the latter’s Japanese.
"Excuse me," she piped. "What is going on?"
"Hontou ni suki da," Ryosuke turned and looked at Wendi. "Suki da."
He looked more like Ryu of Tantei Gakuen Q, serious and somewhat bothered.
“He was the one who chose your essay. He said he liked the way you learned about HSJ, it was unique from others. He really wanted to know you, but he isn't good at English. He can't tell you anything, you will not understand each other.”
Wendi and Ryosuke looked at each others' eyes. Why?
"We all noticed how Keito, uhm, treated you - different from others'. I knew right away that he liked you."
She turned at Daiki, "you knew about Keito and Ryosuke's feelings?"
"Yamada-kun told me, yesterday... And, I told him about Keito-kun, but Yamada-kun said he really -"
"I like you," Ryosuke, Yamada-kun, was looking solidly at Wendi.
"He didn't try hard to get your attention... Honestly, we thought you will try to be friends with him."
"But, I didn't." She smiled, returning Ryosuke's gaze.
"That's why he liked you more. You are challenging, very different from the other girls."
"I'm going back to the Philippines... Tomorrow," she added. She was no longer smiling. "I'm going home."
Daiki had sadness in his voice as he translated for Ryosuke.
Ryosuke answered Wendi, he wasn't smiling as well.
"He only wanted you to know." Wendi felt sorry for Daiki. He is in a very weird situation, translating teenagers' conversation about puppy love.
"I like you, but, I don't know...We're a world apart."
She forced a smile and hugged Ryosuke. "Maybe, someday," she whispered.

Chapter XXV. Another Unknown Chapter
Filler

She let go of Yamada Ryosuke, not looking at him. Wendi walked back inside the studio. Because we're a world apart, she remembered. She opened the door. But, Keito, she thought, he told her, "it's a small world." She closed the door behind her without looking back. She started walking. She doesn't need to choose between Ryosuke and Keito. This is all just a dream, anyway.
"Excuse me..?"
A guy in his mid-twenties approached her.
"Yes?"
"Have you seen Arioka-kun and Yamada-kun?"
"Oh, I..." Should she tell? "I think I saw them in the first studio."
"Okay. Thank you."
She didn't bother asking who he was. She didn't care less. She continued walking towards the first studio, thinking of Ryosuke's confession.
Sayu was standing in front of the dressing room.
"Where were you?" She looked angry and worried. "This is your last day and you go playing around the studio."
"I'm sorry. I just thought of... walking around."
The studio was almost empty.
"Hurry up then, I'll fix you on the set. We're going."
Mr. Asuka was talking to Mr. Muramatsu. They walked outside, Leah was standing there, waiting in front of the limo.
"Where are we riding?" She went inside the dressing room and took her stuff. She saw the magazine on the table and picked it up.
"You are riding the limo." Wendi handed the magazine as she dashed out of the room. "I will be in the set after I take care of the costumes."
Wendi ran towards the front door. Leah was talking with the JE and JA employees.
"...if it needs to be done, then it will be done," she heard Mr. Asuka say as she approached.
"Excuse me. Konnichiwa." She bowed.
"Are you ready to go?"
"Yes. Sorry, have I kept you waiting?"
They all got into the limo.
"What did they say?" Leah whispered when the engine started.
"Nothing you have to worry about," Wendi whispered back.
They drove to the set, talking about tomorrow's flight back to the Philippines. The flight will be 7 in the morning, that's all she remembers. They stopped in the beach. She got out the moment the car stopped. She looked at the beautiful sea with the beautiful sky.
"Beautiful," Leah breathed beside her.
She looked around and saw two trailer trucks on the other side of the road.
"I'm going."
"Okay, do your best!"
Wendi walked towards the trailer trucks. Another one arrived just as she got to the parked ones.
"Wendi-chan!"
She looked around and saw Okamoto Keito emerge from behind one of the parked trucks. Morimoto Ryutaro and Chinen Yuuri were behind him. He was wearing a green T-shirt, with 'Peace and Love' printed in front. She looked at her own shirt - green with yellow flowers printed on it.
"Hi." He looks great being happy.
She bowed. "Konnichiwa."
Ryutaro and Yuuri bowed, then they went to the beach.
"It's a great place, right?"
"Yes, it is very beautiful." She smiled at Keito.
Silence... What can she say? She looked towards the beach, trying hard not to look at Keito's eyes.
"Wendi-kun! Let's get ready for the shoot!"
She looked around and saw Sayu got off the trailer that just arrived.
"Uhhm..." She turned back at Keito. "I have to go. Sayu-san, the make-up artist, is calling me."
"Yeah, okay."She walked to the trailer, "2" was printed in front of it.
"What did he tell you?
Sayu led Wendi inside the trailer.
"We just said 'hi'." She sat down.
"Okay, if you say so."
Sayu put make-up on Wendi for the third time that day. She fixed Wendi's hair, and now, Wendi is ready for her last shooting.

Chapter XXVI. While it Lasted...

The first scenes were Hey!Say!JUMP and Wendi playing around the beach, having picnics.
They changed to a lot of other clothes, to show 'days' of happy moments. Some of the costumes were from before.
"To a never ending friendship!" Wendi shouted in one of the scenes. Then everybody gets into the water, laughing. That's her second script.
They recorded the scene where she comes back to Japan. A little more make-up, a little more effort with the hair style, and she looked, a little bit, older. She was walking towards the beach with Yaotome Hikaru. Then, Hey!Say!7 appears from nowhere. Wendi exchanged smiles with them. Then, Hikaru sees his fellow Hey!Say!BEST from the other side. Fate brought everybody in that place. Again, Wendi exchanged smiles with them.
By 4:30 pm, during a break, someone gave her another script. She reads it, and then smiles. The script seems to have been made especially for her.
Everybody sat on the sand, waiting for the sun to set. Wendi stood up and broke into a run into the water. The water reached her thighs and she stopped. Turning back at the ten, tears rolled down her cheeks.
"I'm Sorry! I'm going home!"
She ran back towards the shore. They all got to their feet, alarmed. She ran without looking at them. Someone hugged her, stooping her from bumping to the others.
"Itoko," she looked up at Hikaru. She hugged back.
"CUT!"
She was about to let of go Hikaru when someone hugged from behind. Then another hugged the two. Everybody was hugging her. Now she is really crying, but smiling at the same time. She was full of real emotions.
"Good job." Someone patted her in the shoulder.
She looked up to see Daiki, and smiled.
"Thank you," she let go of whoever she was hugging and hugged Daiki. "It is really great to work with everyone. Thank you." She wiped her tears with her hands and smiled at everybody.
She looked at them and saw Yamada Ryosuke being hugged by Nakajima Yuto from behind, both had sad smiles on their faces. Morimoto Ryutaro, Chinen Yuuri, Takaki Yuya, Yaotome Hikaru, Yabu Kota, and Inoo Kei, they were smiling. But Keito, though smiling, was looking at the setting sun.
"It's not over, yet," he turned to Wendi. "We still have to shoot after dinner."
They walked towards the crew. All eyes are on them. Her head hung low, embarassed of her unprofessional behavior.
"Daijoubu desu." Takaki was smiling beside her. "It's alright," he looked at her.
She lifts head up and sees a smiling crew. Mr. Asuka was sitting between the director and Leah. Well done, he beamed. Leah with her legs crossed and with a sweet smile on her face. Wendi excused herself from JUMP and went towards the three.
"Good job." The director shook her hand.
"Thank you," she answered.
She sat on the empty chair beside Leah. The sun was almost gone. It was beautiful, everything was.
She looked at the JUMP and saw them happily chatting. She felt so happy again. It was great while it lasted. Good bye.

XXVII. "Kawaii!"

Hey!Say!JUMP, Wendi, Leah, Mr. Asuka, and the director all ate in a western style restaurant (though the tables were round).
"To Hey!Say!JUMP's success and to Wendi's dream come true," Mr. Asuka proposed the toss.
Everybody ate happily. This is Wendi's last dinner in Japan, and it turns out to be something to remember.
She is now wearing a yellow blouse under a white parka, and a black knee-length skirt. Fate seems to enjoy seeing how Wendi and the guys who claim to like her. Yamada Ryosuke was wearing a yellow polo-shirt. She turned to her left, Okamoto Keito was eating with spoon and fork. Fate, I hope he's having fun.
Once or twice, she felt Keito's hand brush into hers. Once or twice she felt Ryosuke look at her. She kept calm, she didn't want to worry about them this time.
JUMP talked, though Wendi didn't understand, with happiness and excitement in their voices. Everybody had happiness in their hearts.It was already 7 PM when they finished dinner and went back to the set. Everybody had coats and jackets to keep themselves warm.
She just got her make-up and hair done when Keito went to her trailer. Sayu was out, looking for coffee.
"Hey," he entered the open door.
"Oh, hi." She was sitting by the window, watching Inoo Kei and Yaotome Hikaru wrestle Chinen Yuuri in the sand.
"Where is Tanaka-san?"
"Who? Sayu-san?"
"Yes, Tanaka Sayu-san. Where is she?"
"Out, looking for coffee."
He helped himself to the chair opposite her.
"Why are you here?"
"You don't want me here?"
"It's not like that." She looked outside the window. Ryutaro and Takaki joined the wrestling. "They're having fun outside."
"I'll be with them for a long time. I'd like to spend time with you while I still can."
"Why do you say such things? It'll be harder for the both of us."
"I don't want to regret not saying what I really feel."
He only wanted you to know.
"Okay then," she forced a smile.
"I want to ask you something." His smile was of a joker.
"What is it?"
"If you were to be reborn, what would you want to be?"
"That's a strange question," she was sensing something fishy, or was it cheesy?
"You know that question, right?"
"Yes, I've read you want to be a tropical fish."
"What would you want to be?"
"I'd say a tree, but I might not live long enough. I'd say a butterfly, but I don't want to be an endangered specie."
"So what would you want to be?"
Wendi laughed, "I can't decide."
"That's okay," he was still smiling.
"Why's that?"
"I want you to still be you. And if I was a tropical fish, you can just point at me and say 'kawaii' every time I move my fins."
Wendi laughed. It was something in between fishy and cheesy. She pointed at him."Kawaii!"
Keito laughed with her.
"Is it okay to stay in-touch?" Keito asked after she stopped laughing.
"You should be asking that for yourself."
"They wouldn't know if you don't let them get into your e-mails."
"You're not allowed to mail fans. I'm sure you know that."
"I'm ready to take risks. And, you're not just a fan."
She waited...
"You're, something more, a friend. Maybe someday... Ano... never mind. And, we're not allowed to reply to fan mails, that's true. But, I don't remember the rule on writing to fans."
She had nothing more to say, so she pointed at Keito once more.
"Kawaii?"
And they laughed together for the last time in ten years.

Maybe I should write one more chapter???

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